With all wedding crap aside, I have been thinking A lot about life in general today. My whole life. Where I came from and where I am today. If you would of asked me where I would be 10 years ago, at this point in my life I would have been married and have a kid, been done with college and have the house of my dreams by now. I don't have any of that yet. The good thing is I am still alive and 99% healthy so that's a good thing. Realized my dream of becoming a Nurse is unrealistic cause the job requirements I wouldn't be able to perform. So going onto plan B and becoming a Teacher. I love children to death and I have a desired to better people and I am very wacky and fun loving, so I know I would be perfect for the job. In the Spring I will hopefully start School once again if I can scrape up the money, this time for teaching. It took me Five years and 4 careers paths to find out teaching was right for me. Plus in the summers when I am off I can study Art, Photography, languages, and travel far away with friends since Scott has no desire to leave the country.
I Think I will put planning on hold for a bit till after my vacation. I have a lot of house organizing and cleaning to do. I also have to get a game plan rolling to lose weight for the wedding. I think I have like 15 to 20 pounds to lose and I eat like Michael Phelps...lol I have to become focused. some days I just think I have A.D.D but I have to start a plan and stick to my guns!
