Maybe a longer wait afterall

Still no word from Jamey (FBIL) about a wedding date, thats not new.

I tried my very hardest tonight to have a cut off date to when it would be too late to wait for Jamey's response. (via text messaging because that's the only way to get some things resolved sometimes with Scott, kinda juvenile but, what can you do)It was a long fighting process. At the end of it all we came up with the plan (well he did, his way or the highway in life). As of right now we kinda decided on April the 10th next year but if Jamey tell us that's a good date like in December or later then we will just have to push back our dream wedding a year. That won't be adequate time to plan nor will there be any vendors or venues available probably in or out of our budget. I am kinda hoping for a July wedding again for various reasons but whatever happens, happens! The thing I am thinking is when a year passes we will be in the same boat. Jamey won't know till right before his next leave once again when he can get time off. So then the cycle will start all over again and then again till he is out of the Army. I support the troops 100%, I don't support the hurry up and wait attitude or the wait and then hurry up attitude of it all.

Organizing and such.

YaY I got a second job! It's nothing frilly or glamorous, It's a job. It's at five Guys (sit down fast food, burger joint) and under 10.00 an hour but it's something. Just enough to pay for groceries and maybe the water bill with a hundred or so left over a month to save myself for the wedding. Basically Scott said there is no money for my hair, make-up, dress alterations, Bridal shower or Bachelorette party. I also want to save for a harpist or quartet for our actual wedding ceremony. While I buy groceries and such, he will have more money to save for the big stuff...lol If we don't get enough saved I am sure I can get a loan for a couple of thousand to pay for the rest. If there's no one to help we have to help ourselves. Even if we get married with a lump of debt!

My wedding mags and papers from various bridal expo's have gotten to a point where they can't get organized looking. Unless I go through them and organize and throw out the unnecessary bulk. I even bought a nice cabinet/side table from goodwill to store everything in but it's beginning to over flow on the top. That's a goal to achieve before Monday hits!

Still no date yet from Jamey. But I don't blame him from not talking to us. We just found out he is getting married now too. He is no hurry or care right now to even think about our wedding date, he is probably thinking of his own right now (if he has set one). I am not mad or jealous so, don't think I am. It's just he almost stopped talking to us. He couldn't even tell anyone of his engagement, everyone had to find out on the internet. We have waited almost 7 months for an answer and nothing yet. I at least want to know if there is no answer yet, like a weekly update or something. Scott and I are starting to get at each other till I just want to ball up and cry! I just want a date already and until one, I can't really be happy.