Two things been bothering me:
1. The fight between my Maid of Honor and I.
2. The wedding date is not set yet.
Well since our fight we have made up. But, it's not the same. We don't talk as much and I feel like we are drifting slowly apart. Since that fight she has made new friends. I was going to even try to switch gyms if it was worth it, to workout with her but she is going to to that with her new friends. So I signed up for this internet group to meet people since, my friends like I had said before are drifting away with their own lives.
We are still waiting on an answer from Jamey if he can get the 10th of April off or not. Time is ticking away and without a date nothing still cannot happen. I have at least one or two vendors calling or emailing me daily and my responses are always sorry no date yet.
It's to a point that I don't really care for this wedding anymore. It's not sparking my interests.( I still want to marry Scott though!) I checked my checklist on this website I subscribed to, two nights ago and I have 43...yes 43 things not checked off yet if my date is going be 4/10. That didn't freak me out or phase me one bit. Even yesterday when I walked into Office Max to purchase something for work I noticed plain invitations and said to myself "Gee we could use these, why stress out looking for the best ones for me when no one else seems to care".
